Социальные сети / Bea Miller

i’m not sure i’d ever have the right words to say but for now i have thisollie was my best friend and today would have been his tenth birthday. i wish more than anything that he had gotten the chance to make it to double digits. he had been sick for a long time but i think he knew how much i needed him so he kept it hidden and by the time he let it show, it was too late and there was nothing i could do to save him. he was very strong and very brave and i have felt his absence every second that has ticked by without him here. if you knew him, you know he was a very complex little guy, kind of a freak, but i loved him entirely and i miss him so much more than i ever knew was possible. i used to tell him he had to live forever, because i wouldn’t be able to endure the pain of losing him. so far that’s proven to be true, but i’m lucky to have friends who loved him almost as much as i did who have been there to hold me through this. ollie has been by my side since i was 16 and i’m not sure how to imagine a life now without him. one of the last things i said to him was that i hoped his life with me was enough for him, because when it was just the two of us it was always enough for me. i loved him so much. i will miss him every day. my teeny ween, my laverne bern, my ollie bear. 9/21/15-9/14/25 ❤️‍🩹

🪱<— me if u even care

this is soo birthday

not that you asked

me climbing a ladder

i was chucky last year and haven’t found a wife since then so i had to be my own bride ????????

THE SLICE GIRLS ???? and our very scary killer

z in the p

once in a blue moon the moon is pink

i love to sing with u @zedd ????️????

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do u feel more like moldy bread sitting on the shelf or a jug of milk roasting in the sun